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The Red Badge of Courage


                                     He had been possessed of much fear of his friend, for
                                  he saw how easily questionings could make holes in his
                                  feelings. Lately, he had assured himself that the altered
                                  comrade would not tantalize him with a persistent

                                  curiousity, but he felt certain that during the first period of
                                  leisure his friend would ask him to relate his adventures of
                                  the previous day.
                                     He now rejoiced in the possession of a small weapon
                                  with which he could prostrate his comrade at the first signs
                                  of a cross-examination. He was master. It would now be
                                  he who could laugh and shoot the shafts of derision.
                                     The friend had, in a weak hour, spoken with sobs of his
                                  own death. He had delivered a melancholy oration
                                  previous to his funeral, and had doubtless in the packet of
                                  letters, presented various keepsakes to relatives. But he had
                                  not died, and thus he had delivered himself into the hands
                                  of the youth.
                                     The latter felt immensely superior to his friend, but he
                                  inclined to condescension. He adopted toward him an air
                                  of patronizing good humor.
                                     His self-pride was now entirely restored. In the shade
                                  of its flourishing growth he stood with braced and self-
                                  confident legs, and since nothing could now be discovered
                                  he did not shrink from an encounter with the eyes of



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