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ken to in America as you have spoken to me. If a gentleman
         conversing with me over there were to speak to me like that
         I shouldn’t know what to make of it. We take everything
         more naturally over there, and, after all, we’re a great deal
         more simple. I admit that; I’m very simple myself. Of course
         if you choose to laugh at me for it you’re very welcome; but
         I think on the whole I would rather be myself than you. I’m
         quite content to be myself; I don’t want to change. There
         are  plenty  of  people  that  appreciate  me  just  as  I  am.  It’s
         true  they’re  nice  fresh  free-born  Americans!’  Henrietta
         had lately taken up the tone of helpless innocence and large
         concession. ‘I want you to assist me a little,’ she went on. ‘I
         don’t care in the least whether I amuse you while you do so;
         or, rather, I’m perfectly willing your amusement should be
         your reward. I want you to help me about Isabel.’
            ‘Has she injured you?’ Ralph asked.
            ‘If she had I shouldn’t mind, and I should never tell you.
         What I’m afraid of is that she’ll injure herself.’
            ‘I think that’s very possible,’ said Ralph.
            His  companion  stopped  in  the  garden-walk,  fixing  on
         him  perhaps  the  very  gaze  that  unnerved  him.  ‘That  too
         would amuse you, I suppose. The way you do things! I never
         heard any one so indifferent.’
            ‘To Isabel? Ah, not that!’
            ‘Well, you’re not in love with her, I hope.’
            ‘How can that be, when I’m in love with Another?’
            ‘You’re in love with yourself, that’s the Other!’ Miss Stack-
         pole declared. ‘Much good may it do you! But if you wish to
         be serious once in your life here’s a chance; and if you re-

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