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tached such different ideas, such different associations and
         desires, to the same formulas. Her notion of the aristocrat-
         ic life was simply the union of great knowledge with great
         liberty; the knowledge would give one a sense of duty and
         the liberty a sense of enjoyment. But for Osmond it was al-
         together a thing of forms, a conscious, calculated attitude.
         He was fond of the old, the consecrated, the transmitted; so
         was she, but she pretended to do what she chose with it. He
         had an immense esteem for tradition; he had told her once
         that the best thing in the world was to have it, but that if one
         was so unfortunate as not to have it one must immediate-
         ly proceed to make it. She knew that he meant by this that
         she hadn’t it, but that he was better off; though from what
         source he had derived his traditions she never learned. He
         had a very large collection of them, however; that was very
         certain, and after a little she began to see. The great thing
         was to act in accordance with them; the great thing not only
         for him but for her. Isabel had an undefined conviction that
         to serve for another person than their proprietor traditions
         must be of a thoroughly superior kind; but she neverthe-
         less assented to this intimation that she too must march to
         the stately music that floated down from unknown periods
         in her husband’s past; she who of old had been so free of
         step, so desultory, so devious, so much the reverse of pro-
         cessional. There were certain things they must do, a certain
         posture they must take, certain people they must know and
         not know. When she saw this rigid system close about her,
         draped though it was in pictured tapestries, that sense of
         darkness and suffocation of which I have spoken took pos-

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