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may say now, indeed-it seems a good time-that if I’ve ever
         annoyed you (and I think sometimes I have) it’s because I
         knew I was willing to suffer annoyance for you. I’ve trou-
         bled you—doubtless. But I’d take trouble for you.’
            Goodwood hesitated. ‘You’re taking trouble now.’
            ‘Yes, I am-some. I want you to consider whether it’s bet-
         ter on the whole that you should go to Rome.’
            ‘I thought you were going to say that!’ he answered rather
         artlessly. ‘You have considered it then?’
            ‘Of course I have, very carefully. I’ve looked all round it.
         Otherwise I shouldn’t have come so far as this. That’s what I
         stayed in Paris two months for. I was thinking it over.’
            ‘I’m afraid you decided as you liked. You decided it was
         best because you were so much attracted.’
            ‘Best for whom, do you mean?’ Goodwood demanded.
            ‘Well, for yourself first. For Mrs. Osmond next.’
            ‘Oh, it won’t do her any good! I don’t flatter myself that.’
            ‘Won’t it do her some harm?-that’s the question.’
            ‘I don’t see what it will matter to her. I’m nothing to Mrs.
         Osmond.
            But if you want to know, I do want to see her myself.’
            ‘Yes, and that’s why you go.’
            ‘Of course it is. Could there be a better reason?’
            ‘How will it help you?-that’s what I want to know,’ said
         Miss Stackpole.
            ‘That’s just what I can’t tell you. It’s just what I was think-
         ing about in Paris.’
            ‘It will make you more discontented.’
            ‘Why  do  you  say  ‘more’  so?’  Goodwood  asked  rather

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