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thinking of you, would you think of him?’
            ‘No one can think of me as Mr. Rosier does; no one has
         the right.’
            ‘Ah, but I don’t admit Mr. Rosier’s right!’ Isabel hypo-
         critically cried.
            Pansy only gazed at her, evidently much puzzled; and Is-
         abel, taking advantage of it, began to represent to her the
         wretched  consequences  of  disobeying  her  father.  At  this
         Pansy stopped her with the assurance that she would never
         disobey him, would never marry without his consent. And
         she announced, in the serenest, simplest tone, that, though
         she might never marry Mr. Rosier, she would never cease
         to think of him. She appeared to have accepted the idea of
         eternal singleness; but Isabel of course was free to reflect
         that she had no conception of its meaning. She was perfectly
         sincere; she was prepared to give up her lover. This might
         seem an important step toward taking another, but for Pan-
         sy, evidently, it failed to lead in that direction. She felt no
         bitterness toward her father; there was no bitterness in her
         heart; there was only the sweetness of fidelity to Edward
         Rosier, and a strange, exquisite intimation that she could
         prove it better by remaining single than even by marrying
         him.
            ‘Your father would like you to make a better marriage,’
         said Isabel.
            ‘Mr. Rosier’s fortune is not at all large.’
            ‘How do you mean better-if that would be good enough?
         And I have myself so little money; why should I look for a
         fortune?’

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