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sending him choice extracts, humorous and other, from the
         American journals, of which she received several by every
         post and which she always perused with a pair of scissors
         in her hand. The articles she cut out she placed in an enve-
         lope addressed to Mr. Goodwood, which she left with her
         own hand at his hotel. He never asked her a question about
         Isabel: hadn’t he come five thousand miles to see for him-
         self? He was thus not in the least authorized to think Mrs.
         Osmond  unhappy;  but  the  very  absence  of  authorization
         operated as an irritant, ministered to the harshness with
         which, in spite of his theory that he had ceased to care, he
         now recognized that, so far as she was concerned, the future
         had nothing more for him. He had not even the satisfac-
         tion of knowing the truth; apparently he could not even be
         trusted to respect her if she were unhappy. He was hopeless,
         helpless, useless. To this last character she had called his at-
         tention by her ingenious plan for making him leave Rome.
         He had no objection whatever to doing what he could for
         her cousin, but it made him grind his teeth to think that of
         all the services she might have asked of him this was the one
         she had been eager to select. There had been no danger of
         her choosing one that would have kept him in Rome.
            To-night what he was chiefly thinking of was that he was
         to leave-her to-morrow and that he had gained nothing by
         coming but the knowledge that he was as little wanted as
         ever. About herself he had gained no knowledge; she was
         imperturbable,  inscrutable,  impenetrable.  He  felt  the  old
         bitterness, which he had tried so hard to swallow, rise again
         in his throat, and he knew there are disappointments that

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