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the lady had repented, or at all events, for reasons of her
own, drawn back: she had always had, too, a worship of ap-
pearances so intense that even Osmond himself had got
bored with it. You may therefore imagine what it was-when
he couldn’t patch it on conveniently to any of those he goes
in for! But the whole past was between them.’
‘Yes,’ Isabel mechanically echoed, ‘the whole past is be-
tween them.’
‘Ah, this later past is nothing. But for six or seven years,
as I say, they had kept it up.’
She was silent a little. ‘Why then did she want him to
marry me?’
‘Ah my dear, that’s her superiority! Because you had mon-
ey; and because she believed you would be good to Pansy.’
‘Poor woman-and Pansy who doesn’t like her!’ cried Isa-
bel.
‘That’s the reason she wanted some one whom Pansy
would like. She knows it; she knows everything.’
‘Will she know that you’ve told me this?’
‘That will depend upon whether you tell her. She’s pre-
pared for it, and do you know what she counts upon for her
defence? On your believing that I lie. Perhaps you do; don’t
make yourself uncomfortable to hide it. Only, as it happens
this time, I don’t. I’ve told plenty of little idiotic fibs, but
they’ve never hurt any one but myself.’
Isabel sat staring at her companion’s story as at a bale of
fantastic wares some strolling gypsy might have unpacked
on the carpet at her feet. ‘Why did Osmond never marry
her?’ she finally asked.

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