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That time is gone: gone for ever.
            —Such  is  the  threefold  sting  of  conscience,  the  viper
         which gnaws the very heart’s core of the wretches in hell, so
         that filled with hellish fury they curse themselves for their
         folly and curse the evil companions who have brought them
         to such ruin and curse the devils who tempted them in life
         and now mock them in eternity and even revile and curse
         the  Supreme  Being  Whose  goodness  and  patience  they
         scorned  and  slighted  but  Whose  justice  and  power  they
         cannot evade.
            —The next spiritual pain to which the damned are sub-
         jected  is  the  pain  of  extension.  Man,  in  this  earthly  life,
         though he be capable of many evils, is not capable of them
         all at once, inasmuch as one evil corrects and counteracts
         another just as one poison frequently corrects another. In
         hell, on the contrary, one torment, instead of counteract-
         ing another, lends it still greater force: and, moreover, as the
         internal faculties are more perfect than the external senses,
         so are they more capable of suffering. Just as every sense is
         afflicted with a fitting torment, so is every spiritual faculty;
         the fancy with horrible images, the sensitive faculty with al-
         ternate longing and rage, the mind and understanding with
         an interior darkness more terrible even than the exterior
         darkness which reigns in that dreadful prison. The malice,
         impotent though it be, which possesses these demon souls
         is an evil of boundless extension, of limitless duration, a
         frightful state of wickedness which we can scarcely realize
         unless we bear in mind the enormity of sin and the hatred
         God bears to it.

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