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—Sorry! Sorry! O sorry!
            The  slide  clicked  back  and  his  heart  bounded  in  his
         breast. The face of an old priest was at the grating, avert-
         ed from him, leaning upon a hand. He made the sign of
         the cross and prayed of the priest to bless him for he had
         sinned. Then, bowing his head, he repeated the CONFIT-
         EOR in fright. At the words MY MOST GRIEVOUS FAULT
         he ceased, breathless.
            —How long is it since your last confession, my child?
            —A long time, father.
            —A month, my child?
            —Longer, father.
            —Three months, my child?
            —Longer, father.
            —Six months?
            —Eight months, father.
            He had begun. The priest asked:
            —And what do you remember since that time?
            He began to confess his sins: masses missed, prayers not
         said, lies.
            —Anything else, my child?
            Sins of anger, envy of others, gluttony, vanity, disobedi-
         ence.
            —Anything else, my child?
            There was no help. He murmured:
            —I... committed sins of impurity, father.
            The priest did not turn his head.
            —With yourself, my child?
            —And... with others.

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