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sitting on the ground among the fragments of his garden-
       ing tools. For this act of wanton mischief he was flogged.
       At the triangles his behaviour was considered curious. He
       wept and prayed to be released, fell on his knees to Barton,
       and implored pardon. Barton would not listen, and at the
       first blow the prisoner was silent. From that time he became
       more sullen than ever, only at times he was observed, when
       alone, to fling himself on the ground and cry like a child. It
       was generally thought that his brain was affected.
          When  Vickers  came,  Dawes  sought  an  interview,  and
       begged to be sent back to Hobart Town. This was refused,
       of course, but he was put to work on the Osprey. After work-
       ing there for some time, and being released from his irons,
       he concealed himself on the slip, and in the evening swam
       across the harbour. He was pursued, retaken, and flogged.
       Then  he  ran  the  dismal  round  of  punishment.  He  burnt
       lime, dragged timber, and tugged at the oar. The heaviest
       and most degrading tasks were always his. Shunned and
       hated by his companions, feared by the convict overseers,
       and regarded with unfriendly eyes by the authorities, Ru-
       fus Dawes was at the very bottom of that abyss of woe into
       which he had voluntarily cast himself. Goaded to despera-
       tion by his own thoughts, he had joined with Gabbett and
       the unlucky three in their desperate attempt to escape; but,
       as  Vickers  stated,  he  had  been  captured  almost  instant-
       ly. He was lamed by the heavy irons he wore, and though
       Gabbett— with a strange eagerness for which after events
       accounted—insisted that he could make good his flight, the
       unhappy  man  fell  in  the  first  hundred  yards  of  the  terri-

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