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acted as he had done.
         This is the same man, then, whom I injured at Port Ar-
       thur. Seven years of ‘discipline’ don’t seem to have done him
       much good. His sentence is ‘life’—a lifetime in this place!
       Troke says that he was the terror of Port Arthur, and that
       they sent him here when a ‘weeding’ of the prisoners was
       made. He has been here four years. Poor wretch!
          May 24th.—After prayers, I saw Dawes. He was confined
       in the Old Gaol, and seven others were in the cell with him.
       He came out at my request, and stood leaning against the
       door-post. He was much changed from the man I remem-
       ber. Seven years ago he was a stalwart, upright, handsome
       man.  He  has  become  a  beetle-browed,  sullen,  slouching
       ruffian. His hair is grey, though he cannot be more than
       forty years of age, and his frame has lost that just propor-
       tion of parts which once made him almost graceful. His
       face has also grown like other convict faces—how hideously
       alike they all are!—and, save for his black eyes and a pecu-
       liar trick he had of compressing his lips, I should not have
       recognized  him.  How  habitual  sin  and  misery  suffice  to
       brutalize ‘the human face divine’! I said but little, for the
       other prisoners were listening, eager, as it appeared to me,
       to witness my discomfiture. It is evident that Rufus Dawes
       had been accustomed to meet the ministrations of my pre-
       decessors with insolence. I spoke to him for a few minutes,
       only saying how foolish it was to rebel against an authority
       superior in strength to himself. He did not answer, and the
       only emotion he evinced during the interview was when I
       reminded him that we had met before. He shrugged one
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