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eating-house in George’s Street where he felt himself safe
         from the society o Dublin’s gilded youth and where there
         was a certain plain honesty in the bill of fare. His evenings
         were  spent  either  before  his  landlady’s  piano  or  roaming
         about the outskirts of the city. His liking for Mozart’s music
         brought him sometimes to an opera or a concert: these were
         the only dissipations of his life.
            He  had  neither  companions  nor  friends,  church  nor
         creed. He lived his spiritual life without any communion
         with others, visiting his relatives at Christmas and escorting
         them to the cemetery when they died. He performed these
         two social duties for old dignity’s sake but conceded noth-
         ing further to the conventions which regulate the civic life.
         He allowed himself to think that in certain circumstances
         he would rob his hank but, as these circumstances never
         arose, his life rolled out evenly—an adventureless tale.
            One evening he found himself sitting beside two ladies
         in the Rotunda. The house, thinly peopled and silent, gave
         distressing prophecy of failure. The lady who sat next him
         looked round at the deserted house once or twice and then
         said:
            ‘What a pity there is such a poor house tonight! It’s so
         hard on people to have to sing to empty benches.’
            He took the remark as an invitation to talk. He was sur-
         prised that she seemed so little awkward. While they talked
         he tried to fix her permanently in his memory. When he
         learned that the young girl beside her was her daughter he
         judged her to be a year or so younger than himself. Her face,
         which must have been handsome, had remained intelligent.

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