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The Scarlet Letter


                                     The moment when a man’s head drops off is seldom or
                                  never, I am inclined to think, precisely the most agreeable
                                  of his life. Nevertheless, like the greater part of our
                                  misfortunes, even so serious a contingency brings its

                                  remedy and consolation with  it, if the sufferer will but
                                  make the best rather than the worst, of the accident which
                                  has befallen him. In my particular case the consolatory
                                  topics were close at hand, and, indeed, had suggested
                                  themselves to my meditations a considerable time before it
                                  was requisite to use them. In view of my previous
                                  weariness of office, and vague thoughts of resignation, my
                                  fortune somewhat resembled that of a person who should
                                  entertain an idea of committing suicide, and although
                                  beyond his hopes, meet with the good hap to be
                                  murdered. In the Custom-House, as before in the Old
                                  Manse, I had spent three years—a term long enough to
                                  rest a weary brain: long enough to break off old
                                  intellectual habits, and make room for new ones: long
                                  enough, and too long, to have lived in an unnatural state,
                                  doing what was really of no advantage nor delight to any
                                  human being, and withholding  myself from toil that
                                  would, at least, have stilled an unquiet impulse in me.
                                  Then, moreover, as regarded his unceremonious
                                  ejectment, the late Surveyor was not altogether ill-pleased



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