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everything more precisely. Even her entrance was terrible
         for him. As soon as she entered, she ran straight to the win-
         dow, without taking the time to shut the door (in spite of
         the fact that she was otherwise very considerate in sparing
         anyone the sight of Gregor’s room), and yanked the window
         open with eager hands, as if she was almost suffocating, and
         remained for a while by the window breathing deeply, even
         when it was still so cold. With this running and noise she
         frightened Gregor twice every day. The entire time he trem-
         bled under the couch, and yet he knew very well that she
         would certainly have spared him gladly if it had only been
         possible to remain with the window closed in a room where
         Gregor lived.
            On one occasion (about one month had already gone by
         since Gregor’s transformation, and there was now no partic-
         ular reason any more for his sister to be startled at Gregor’s
         appearance) she came a little earlier than usual and came
         upon Gregor as he was still looking out the window, im-
         mobile and well positioned to frighten someone. It would
         not have come as a surprise to Gregor if she had not come
         in, since his position was preventing her from opening the
         window immediately. But she not only did not step inside;
         she even retreated and shut the door. A stranger really could
         have concluded from this that Gregor had been lying in wait
         for her and wanted to bite her. Of course, Gregor imme-
         diately concealed himself under the couch, but he had to
         wait until the noon meal before his sister returned, and she
         seemed much less calm than usual. From this he realized
         that his appearance was still constantly intolerable to her
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