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or at least that is how it must have been perceived tried to
         tidy it up a little, and held it once more in front of himself in
         order to read from it.
            The  people  in  the  front  row  looked  up  at  him,  show-
         ing such tension on their faces that he looked back down
         at them for some time. Every one of them was an old man,
         some of them with white beards. Could they perhaps be the
         crucial group who could turn the whole assembly one way
         or the other? They had sunk into a state of motionlessness
         while K. gave his oration, and it had not been possible to
         raise them from this passivity even when the judge was be-
         ing humiliated. “What has happened to me,” continued K.,
         with less of the vigour he had had earlier, he continually
         scanned the faces in the first row, and this gave his address a
         somewhat nervous and distracted character, “what has hap-
         pened to me is not just an isolated case. If it were it would
         not be of much importance as it’s not of much importance
         to me, but it is a symptom of proceedings which are carried
         out against many. It’s on behalf of them that I stand here
         now, not for myself alone.”
            Without  having  intended  it,  he  had  raised  his  voice.
         Somewhere in the hall, someone raised his hands and ap-
         plauded him shouting, “Bravo! Why not then? Bravo! Again
         I  say,  Bravo!”  Some  of  the  men  in  the  first  row  groped
         around in their beards, none of them looked round to see
         who was shouting. Not even K. thought him of any impor-
         tance but it did raise his spirits; he no longer thought it at all
         necessary that all of those in the hall should applaud him,
         it was enough if the majority of them began to think about

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