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Chapter Four

         Miss Burstner’s Friend






            or some time after this, K. found it impossible to ex-
         Fchange even just a few words with Miss Burstner. He
         tried to reach her in many and various ways but she always
         found a way to avoid it. He would come straight home from
         the office, remain in her room without the light on, and sit
         on the sofa with nothing more to distract him than keeping
         watch on the empty hallway. If the maid went by and closed
         the door of the apparently empty room he would get up af-
         ter a while and open it again. He got up an hour earlier than
         usual in the morning so that he might perhaps find Miss
         Burstner alone as she went to the office. But none of these
         efforts brought any success. Then he wrote her a letter, both
         to the office and the flat, attempting once more to justify
         his behaviour, offered to make whatever amends he could,
         promised never to cross whatever boundary she might set
         him and begged merely to have the chance to speak to her
         some time, especially as he was unable to do anything with
         Mrs. Grubach either until he had spoken with Miss Burst-
         ner, he finally informed her that the following Sunday he
         would stay in his room all day waiting for a sign from her
         that there was some hope of his request being fulfilled, or
         at least that she would explain to him why she could not
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