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the monastery in time to serve at the Father Superior’s din-
       ner, he felt a sudden pang at his heart, and stopped short.
       He seemed to hear again Father Zossima’s words, foretell-
       ing his approaching end. What he had foretold so exactly
       must infallibly come to pass. Alyosha believed that implic-
       itly. But how could he go? He had told him not to weep, and
       to leave the monastery. Good God! It was long since Alyo-
       sha had known such anguish. He hurried through the copse
       that divided the monastery from the hermitage, and unable
       to bear the burden of his thoughts, he gazed at the ancient
       pines beside the path. He had not far to go — about five
       hundred paces. He expected to meet no one at that hour,
       but at the first turn of the path he noticed Rakitin. He was
       waiting for someone.
         ‘Are  you  waiting  for  me?’  asked  Alyosha,  overtaking
       him.
         ‘Yes,’ grinned Rakitin. ‘You are hurrying to the Father
       Superior, I know; he has a banquet. There’s not been such
       a banquet since the Superior entertained the Bishop and
       General Pahatov, do you remember? I shan’t be there, but
       you go and hand the sauces. Tell me one thing, Alexey, what
       does that vision mean? That’s what I want to ask you.’
         ‘What vision?’
         ‘That bowing to your brother, Dmitri. And didn’t he tap
       the ground with his forehead, too!’
         ‘You speak of Father Zossima?’
         ‘Yes, of Father Zossima,’
         ‘Tapped the ground?’
         ‘Ah, an irreverent expression! Well, what of it? Anyway,

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