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the evil-doers, shun above all things that feeling. Go at once
            and seek suffering for yourself, as though you were your-
            self guilty of that wrong. Accept that suffering and bear it
            and your heart will find comfort, and you will understand
           that you too are guilty, for you might have been a light to
           the evil-doers, even as the one man sinless, and you were
           not a light to them. If you had been a light, you would have
            lightened the path for others too, and the evil-doer might
           perhaps have been saved by your light from his sin. And
            even though your light was shining, yet you see men were
           not saved by it, hold firm and doubt not the power of the
           heavenly light. Believe that if they were not saved, they will
            be saved hereafter. And if they are not saved hereafter, then
           their  sons  will  be  saved,  for  your  light  will  not  die  even
           when you are dead. The righteous man departs, but his light
           remains. Men are always saved after the death of the deliv-
            erer. Men reject their prophets and slay them, but they love
           their martyrs and honour those whom they have slain. You
            are working for the whole, are acting for the future. Seek no
           reward, for great is your reward on this earth: the spiritual
           joy which is only vouchsafed to the righteous man. Fear not
           the great nor the mighty, but be wise and ever serene. Know
           the measure, know the times, study that. When you are left
            alone, pray. Love to throw yourself on the earth and kiss
           it. Kiss the earth and love it with an unceasing, consuming
            love. Love all men, love everything. Seek that rapture and
            ecstasy. Water the earth with the tears of your joy and love
           those tears. Don’t be ashamed of that ecstasy, prize it, for it
           is a gift of God and a great one; it is not given to many but

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