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lovya station. This was how the fact came to be remembered
       and established that ‘at midday, on the day before the event,
       Mitya had not a farthing, and that he had sold his watch to
       get money and had borrowed three roubles from his land-
       lord, all in the presence of witnesses.’
          I note this fact, later on it will be apparent why I do so.
         Though he was radiant with the joyful anticipation that
       he would at last solve all his difficulties, yet, as he drew near
       Volovya station, he trembled at the thought of what Grush-
       enka might be doing in his absence. What if she made up
       her mind to-day to go to Fyodor Pavlovitch? This was why
       he had gone off without telling her and why he left orders
       with his landlady not to let out where he had gone, if anyone
       came to inquire for him.
         ‘I must, I must get back to-night,’ he repeated, as he was
       jolted along in the cart, ‘and I dare say I shall have to bring
       this Lyagavy back here... to draw up the deed.’ So mused
       Mitya, with a throbbing heart, but alas! his dreams were not
       fated to be carried out.
          To begin with, he was late, taking a short cut from Vo-
       lovya station which turned out to be eighteen versts instead
       of twelve. Secondly, he did not find the priest at home at
       Ilyinskoe; he had gone off to a neighbouring village. While
       Mitya,  setting  off  there  with  the  same  exhausted  horses,
       was looking for him, it was almost dark.
         The  priest,  a  shy  and  amiable  looking  little  man,  in-
       formed him at once that though Lyagavy had been staying
       with him at first, he was now at Suhoy Possyolok, that he
       was  staying  the  night  in  the  forester’s  cottage,  as  he  was
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