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sitting down limply, ‘but I have come to you on a matter of
            great importance.... On a matter of supreme importance for
           me, that is, madam... for me alone... and I hasten — ‘
              ‘I know you’ve come on most important business. Dmitri
           Fyodorovitch; it’s not a case of presentiment, no reactionary
           harking back to the miraculous (have you heard about Fa-
           ther Zossima?). This is a case of mathematics: you couldn’t
           help  coming,  after  all  that  has  passed  with  Katerina  Iva-
           novna;  you  couldn’t,  you  couldn’t,  that’s  a  mathematical
            certainty.’
              ‘The realism of actual life, madam, that’s what it is. But
            allow me to explain-.’
              ‘Realism indeed, Dmitri Fyodorovitch. I’m all for realism
           now. I’ve seen too much of miracles. You’ve heard that Fa-
           ther Zossima is dead?’
              ‘No, madam, it’s the first time I’ve heard of it.’ Mitya was
            a little surprised. The image of Alyosha rose to his mind.
              ‘Last night, and only imagine-.’
              ‘Madam,’ said Mitya, ‘I can imagine nothing except that
           I’m in a desperate position, and that if you don’t help me,
            everything will come to grief, and I first of all. Excuse me
           for the triviality of the expression, but I’m in a fever-.’
              ‘I know, I know that you’re in a fever. You could hardly
           fail to be, and whatever you may say to me, I know before-
           hand. I have long been thinking over your destiny, Dmitri
           Fyodorovitch, I am watching over it and studying it.... Oh,
            believe me, I’m an experienced doctor of the soul, Dmitri
           Fyodorovitch.’
              ‘Madam, if you are an experienced doctor, I’m certainly

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