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in a loud whisper; then woke her fellow-milkmaids. By the
         time that Tess was dressed Clare was downstairs and out in
         the humid air. The remaining maids and the dairyman usu-
         ally gave themselves another turn on the pillow, and did not
         appear till a quarter of an hour later.
            The gray half-tones of daybreak are not the gray half-
         tones of the day’s close, though the degree of their shade
         may be the same. In the twilight of the morning, light seems
         active, darkness passive; in the twilight of evening it is the
         darkness which is active and crescent, and the light which
         is the drowsy reverse.
            Being so often—possibly not always by chance—the first
         two persons to get up at the dairy-house, they seemed to
         themselves the first persons up of all the world. In these ear-
         ly days of her residence here Tess did not skim, but went
         out  of  doors  at  once  after  rising,  where  he  was  generally
         awaiting her. The spectral, half-compounded, aqueous light
         which pervaded the open mead impressed them with a feel-
         ing of isolation, as if they were Adam and Eve. At this dim
         inceptive stage of the day Tess seemed to Clare to exhibit a
         dignified largeness both of disposition and physique, an al-
         most regnant power, possibly because he knew that at that
         preternatural time hardly any woman so well endowed in
         person as she was likely to be walking in the open air within
         the boundaries of his horizon; very few in all England. Fair
         women are usually asleep at mid-summer dawns. She was
         close at hand, and the rest were nowhere.
            The  mixed,  singular,  luminous  gloom  in  which  they
         walked along together to the spot where the cows lay often

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