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above  human  strength?  Who  would  blame  Sisyphus  and
         Jean Valjean for saying: ‘It is enough!’
            The obedience of matter is limited by friction; is there
         no limit to the obedience of the soul? If perpetual motion is
         impossible, can perpetual self-sacrifice be exacted?
            The first step is nothing, it is the last which is difficult.
         What  was  the  Champmathieu  affair  in  comparison  with
         Cosette’s marriage and of that which it entailed? What is
         a re-entrance into the galleys, compared to entrance into
         the void?
            Oh, first step that must be descended, how sombre art
         thou! Oh, second step, how black art thou!
            How could he refrain from turning aside his head this
         time?
            Martyrdom is sublimation, corrosive sublimation. It is
         a torture which consecrates. One can consent to it for the
         first hour; one seats oneself on the throne of glowing iron,
         one places on one’s head the crown of hot iron, one accepts
         the globe of red hot iron, one takes the sceptre of red hot
         iron, but the mantle of flame still remains to be donned, and
         comes there not a moment when the miserable flesh revolts
         and when one abdicates from suffering?
            At length, Jean Valjean entered into the peace of exhaus-
         tion.
            He weighed, he reflected, he considered the alternatives,
         the mysterious balance of light and darkness.
            Should he impose his galleys on those two dazzling chil-
         dren, or should he consummate his irremediable engulfment
         by himself? On one side lay the sacrifice of Cosette, on the

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