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and  all  his  Negro  Liberals  hanging  on  to  his  gold-laced
       sleeve?  He  ought  to  have  been  bought  off  with  his  own
       stupid weight of gold—his weight of gold, I tell you, boots,
       sabre, spurs, cocked hat, and all.’
          She shook her head slightly. ‘It was impossible,’ she mur-
       mured.
         ‘He wanted the whole lot? What?’
          She was facing him now in the deep recess of the window,
       very close and motionless. Her lips moved rapidly. Decoud,
       leaning  his  back  against  the  wall,  listened  with  crossed
       arms and lowered eyelids. He drank the tones of her even
       voice, and watched the agitated life of her throat, as if waves
       of emotion had run from her heart to pass out into the air in
       her reasonable words. He also had his aspirations, he aspired
       to carry her away out of these deadly futilities of pronuncia-
       mientos and reforms. All this was wrong—utterly wrong;
       but she fascinated him, and sometimes the sheer sagacity of
       a phrase would break the charm, replace the fascination by
       a sudden unwilling thrill of interest. Some women hovered,
       as it were, on the threshold of genius, he reflected. They did
       not want to know, or think, or understand. Passion stood
       for all that, and he was ready to believe that some startlingly
       profound remark, some appreciation of character, or a judg-
       ment upon an event, bordered on the miraculous. In the
       mature Antonia he could see with an extraordinary vivid-
       ness the austere schoolgirl of the earlier days. She seduced
       his attention; sometimes he could not restrain a murmur of
       assent; now and then he advanced an objection quite seri-
       ously. Gradually they began to argue; the curtain half hid

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