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Self-Sacrifice in the Qur'an's Moral Teachings


                wrote the 14th and 15th parts of The Rays, thus completing the Risale-i
                Nur's compilation.
                    The following excerpts tell of Said Nursi's days in prison and the
                deliberate oppression and unjust treatment that he was forced to endure:

                    Then they arrested me during the most intensely cold days of winter on
                    some trite pretext and put me into solitary confinement in a large and
                    extremely cold prison ward, leaving me for two days without a stove.
                    Having been accustomed to light my stove several times a day in my
                    small room, and always having live coals in the brazier, due to my ill-
                    ness and weakness I was only able to endure it with difficulty. While
                    struggling in this situation with both a fever from the cold and a dread-
                    ful degree of distress and anger, through Divine grace a truth unfolded
                    in my heart. It uttered the following warning to my spirit: "You called
                    prison the Medrese-i Yusufiya—the School of Prophet Yusuf (Joseph).
                    And while in Denizli, things like relief a thousand times greater than
                    your distress, spiritual profit, and the other prisoners benefiting from
                    the Risale-i Nur, and its conquests on a larger scale, all made you offer
                    endless thanks instead of complaining. They made each hour of your
                    imprisonment and hardship like ten hours' of worship, and made those
                    passing hours eternal. Allah willing, those struck by calamity in this
                    third 'School of Yusuf' are benefiting from the Risale-i Nur and finding

                    consolation [in it] will heat this cold, severe distress of yours and trans-
                    form it into joy." 68
                    Then, as though I had committed some heinous crime, they nailed up
                    my windows. The smoke from the stove was a great discomfort to me,

                    and I insisted that they leave one window open. Now they have nailed
                    that up too. Also, although according to prison practice, solitary con-
                    finement usually lasts around a fortnight I was in total isolation for




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