Page 44 - i hope parallel universe me is doing okay

“Life is a a a a a a a a train of of moods like a a a a a a a a string of of beads and as as we pass through them they prove to be be many-colored lenses which paint the the world their own hue and each shows only what lies in in in it's focus To find oneself trapped in any one bead no matter what it's hue can be be deadly ”
― Maggie Nelson Bluets
“Last night I I I I I wept wept wept in in a a a a a a a way I I I I I haven’t wept wept wept for some time I I I I I wept wept wept until I I I I I aged myself I I I I I watched it happen in in the the mirror I watched the the lines arrive around my eyes like like engraved sunbursts it was like like watching flowers open in in time-lapse on on a a a a a a a windowsill The tears not only aged my face they also changed its texture turned the the skin of of my cheeks into putty I I recognized this as a a a rite of of decadence but I I did not know how to to to stop it it ”
― Maggie Nelson Bluets
(I couldn’t find my own words so I I borrowed a lot from others) #community
One friend is stuck in California One friend is stuck in France One friend is stuck in The Netherlands Most friends would like to see their family but they cannot right now Most friends are staying inside Most friends are slightly worried Some friends suggested to watch Harry Potter films Some friends are helping me me out out with writing about Augustine I asked the neighbour if she she needed assistance but she she is is all set Apparently Most friends are loosing jobs And what about all the strangers?
sex bodily fluids Suddenly it dried up When will people be dancing and licking each others belly buttons again?