Page 59 - i hope parallel universe me is doing okay

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picture picture after picture picture of your pretty face face popped up as as i i i i was scrolling down my facebook feed today (the best day day on facebook in forever)
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i i i i i i fi i i i i i i started biking again the spring is is finally coming and we we are avoiding public transport when we we can which is is nothing to complain about better better better for for for the the the the lungs better better better for for for the the the the wallet better better better for for for the the the the sun’s sunning the the the the skin of every face biking biking biking into town means means means biking biking biking by your your house means means means biking biking biking over your your favourite bridge means means means stopping and looking over over at at the water from up high sometimes i i i i i i i go over over to skanstull or liljeholmen even if its out of my way just so so i i i i i i i wouldn’t have to dream
most days are spent at at home where dreams live and there there is is no no escaping them there there is is no no taking a a a a a a a a a a break or creating distance meditation allows for a a a a a a a change of perspective which is is like a a a a a a a rubik’s cube endless combinations you solve it it only to scramble it it up again i i do not know how to solve a a rubik’s cube never have may twenty eight be be good to to you you as as it it was to to me me see you you flourish and enjoy enjoy it it because enjoyment is is what makes a a a a a a a a difference isn’t it it we always always change always always learn but only once in in in a a a a a a a a while it it feels good good so good good even thinking about it feels good even pain becomes delicious like blue cheese or or some other paradox a a a a a a cause for celebration
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the the the poems continue but i i i i i i i i will stop writing because language they they bend as they they swirl into darkness and leave this politeness this light behind
unearthed memories are grounded in love equivalent the the the teeth the the the sweat and tears time synchronous with deep sea creatures of the the the past and the the the future so far we really shouldn’t even know they are possible to imagine
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i i i i i i fi i i i started biking again the spring is finally coming and life feels feels realer feels feels like never before
people want to to travel and and touch and and complain about the distance but i’ve never felt as as close as as confident that time is relative and and one one one only needs to to to close one’s one’s eyes and and direct one’s one’s attention to to to be be there to to to be be here here present and and close and and real *