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10. Suicide

I want to drown myself „cause I don‟t know how to find myself
I got the negatives so high that my mentality is drowned.

I‟m messing up so bad; I couldn‟t notice how much I have
fallen.

It got dangerous and I lost my mind.

I been trying to think but I‟m knee deep running with flies

My choices are deadly causing me to choose fun over fact.

Too caught up in a nice dream not seeing the icy fantasy

I guess I better grow up and be 18 again.

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