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Chinh Nguyên
" I loved you from the first time I met you at Van's house. You
appeared in my life and then went far away from me. After we met
you again, I felt happy and warm, but you seemed cool, and selfish
towards me. I am very aware of my condition. There is nothing of my
own in this
World! I have wanted to kill myself in a fit of depression to
forgive and forget everything, even you. My life looks like the drafts
in the order of the love story without setting some pages, a writer
was continuing to write more and more. She left on the desk in the
reception office of business and going out. You came close to the
desk, looked around and wondered at its Love topic. You read the
topic and liked it, but you did not touch or open the drafts to read its
story, then you made a turn and worked out. An other came in and
sat on the chair; he touched the drafts papers before he read its
topic, he skipped as he read the story, and made the drafts papers in
the confusion of its order before he read the topic and left off. A
writer was back; she looked at the mass of her drafts papers story in
her temper, and sorrow. While she had tried to set the drafts papers
back in the order, she has been working on another business, so the
mass of drafts is not in the order by completely. Again, she was
leaving it on her desk, and for each time she had going out and be
back, she saw it was mass up again by the different people, then at
the same time she was continuing tried to put the drafts papers back
in the order and writing again and again ... Until now her love story
that she has been writing about it became
the painful, sorrow, and complicated life between the rich and
poor,
between hungry and plentiful, then among the love story was
the dirty war and the confusion of life, which she was trying to set it
back at the same time of her living. " in the soft voice Phuong said.
Then she looked at Nguyen.
" I would like you to help me to set back my life in the order.
What
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