Page 86 - When I was Young ebook
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my mistakes
let them be erased
I didn’t want you to see
let the lies be shade blinding you from
seeing my misery
keep you from seeing the holes in my soul
highlighting how my pain takes control
I lied because I was ashamed
scared for you to transparently take me in,
I’d be unclaimed
so my cowardice kept me chained
and like my dismayed despairs, I desired to
have you detained
I lied as a way to retain
What I didn’t realize
is that all the lies
fan the flame
as our house of love burned down a faulty,
flustered foundation is all that remained