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my mistakes

             let them be erased

             I didn’t want you to see

             let the lies be shade blinding you from

             seeing my misery

             keep you from seeing the holes in my soul

             highlighting how my pain takes control


             I lied because I was ashamed


             scared for you to transparently take me in,
             I’d be unclaimed

             so my cowardice kept me chained

             and like my dismayed despairs, I desired to

             have you detained

             I lied as a way to retain


             What I didn’t realize

             is that all the lies
             fan the flame

             as our house of love burned down a faulty,

             flustered foundation is all that remained
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