Page 43 - Compilation of Poems Arau International Poetry Festival 2021
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Hope
      Here I am again
      Holding on
      To that sacred, beautiful, vulnerable, murderous word

      What else can I do?
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      S t r n g   t t e s y
      Staring at the sky
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      Grasping the resilience
      And it is smouldering my soul
      Anticipating the moon to be blue once again
      Letting the stars to dance with my darkness.
      Why can’t I just erase this dream?
      And be still. Just like this. The way I am right now?
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      Why do I have to chase those ambitions?
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      Is that all true? Or just a mirage of my delusion?

      I have already started the journey
      There is no turning back for me
      Even if I could, I wouldn’t do it
      Even if I must take all the time in the world,

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      I  i   t l g t o   e f n i h i g   n e
      I will still get to the finishing line.

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      Whatever happens
      I will always keep chasing those dreams
      For my Lord commands us (me)
      To always move towards success
      Five times a day
      E v r   i g l   a y
      Every single day
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      Why am I so weak?
      When my Lord is always near, always with me
      For my success is only by Him.
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