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How Neurobana Was Created

Most of my life I was chronically depressed and I didn’t even know it. I grew up
with sociopathic parents and relatives constantly dumping their passive
aggressive behavior on me, which earned me an honorary PhD in toxic

relationships.

Multiple times, I lost everything, including myself, my happiness and my inner
peace. When the whole Virus Apocalypse (AKA COVID-19) took over the world,
my life experienced a very abrupt stop, everybody was forced into quarantine
and I had no outlet where to put my attention other than all those accumulated
traumatic episodes and the thought of how different things would be if it wasn’t
for the wrongdoing of the people I unconditionally loved and blindly trusted. I
was hunted and haunted by sadness, regret, pity and victimhood, along with an
overdose of anger and resentment. That tsunami wave of mixed emotions was
always present and getting the best of me. After long reflection about my past,
present and future, I had to acknowledge my pain, make peace with it and find
ways to release all that negativity. I came to the conclusion that what you
choose to ignore, suppress, repress and / or oppress gets internalized in lethal
ways that will jeopardize your sanity, health, and well-being.

Staying in harmful situations, and naively hope for eventual improvements, will
drag you down and keep you exhausted with no strength or willpower to

breakaway. Drastic measures and the right strategies are needed to produce
and maintain desirable outcomes.

When I was in the middle of mental chaos, having nightly affairs with insomnia
and feeling at my all time worst, I didn’t know what to do with myself and the
options available in the market to address my issues were not up to my liking, in
fact, they all were terrifying to me! That’s what got me into the mission of
becoming the solution to my own troubles!

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