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How then is your fear now? We see that you are caught between what your
Spirit desires and desires of your ego. We have also had to live through that
experience, so understand how you are feeling. Please ignore this crises of
conscience, for that is what it is. This is the very same as anybody removing
themselves from an addiction, their loyalty divided between where they are
coming from, and to where they are going. Seeing as you don’t really know
where you are going, the pull to remain is more than likely the choice you
would make. But wait, have you listened to what we were saying? Do you not
feel that subtle pull from us, and by what we have drawn your attention to? In
your heart you know we are right, that we have come from God, and that your
Spirit has called upon us to answer the questions, your discontentment with
your life is raising within you. We will never intrude on your will, and we will
be ever present while you are on your journey. As we have already said this is
not a quick fix, it will take time. You will dictate how long it takes, by the
actions you put into place. Through this channel we can bring God to you. The
channel is that opened by these writings. As God can only govern the world
that is Spirit, it is necessary that you enter the consciousness that is spiritual.
The spiritual aspects within your physical being are being nourished by the
content of these writings. The feelings you are experiencing will get stronger
and you will become more confident and less fearful. You will not feel more
powerful, as that power is an ego thing, but you will find you are more self
assured and more content to let others find their own path, and not seek to
follow them. You will establish your own truth and find paradise through that.
It will take time, but will happen without any physical or mental effort, It will
require observation, proper judgement, and the ability to assimilate the lessons
that will be presented to you. You will be confronted by many fears.
Remember no test that is put to you is to prove your inadequacies, rather they
are to put to you to show your capacity to overcome them and that the fears
they first evoked were groundless fears. Think how you must have felt as a