Page 67 - The Separation and Reunification of The Elements

yourself you will be comfortable in yourself. Where then is
God in your life? God is everywhere. You don’t see God
because you don’t know what you’re looking for. You can see
God in another before you see God in yourself. When you see
God in that way look in a mirror and look for God in yourself.
Often you will find a rush of various emotions when you
practice this and often also an ego v Spirit conflict. False
modesty takes place, your mind will accuse you of vanity,
ego, self gratification, self indulgence and a gamut of other
self deprecating expressions. You will feel shy even though
there is only you and the mirror, and of course God. This may
take some time before you can still the mind and loose the ego
self. You will find a stillness and a feeling of Divine love.
You may even shed a tear of bliss. Then you will realise you
are no longer looking at yourself but at God. As soon as you
realise this you will immediately loose the vision and once
again see your physical self. Now though you will look at life
differently and particularly your own life and how best to lead
it. It is important that you do not take this vision and
intellectualise it. Please take it as a very personal and private
revelation. If you seek to manifest it as a ‘power’ tool and
suggest to yourself that you can exploit this new found you,
then you will have reverted to the old pre-vision you. From
this point on you will constantly need to monitor your ego
especially in the area of false modesty. When you take
responsibility for your actions your will also take
responsibility for the outcomes of those actions and the
attention of others this will draw to you. Become attuned to
your feelings and we will soon let you know if you should
stray. This awareness of God is a great blessing and if
spiritually applied will unfold to show you your true purpose