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Spirit – Releasing the Light Within





               10/12/80

               Yes, I await you. Forgiveness is not for God to administer as
               you yourself are your only judge. If you, in all sincerity, do
               forgive yourself then you are forgiven but that is not to say
               you don’t are have not paid the price, as in the analogy, a
               child  spills  milk  –  the  mother  forgives  the  child  but  the
               damage has been done, the milk is lost and the chills still has
               to draw more. So in effect the child has to labour longer so as
               to right the wrong that has been done and thereby pays the
               price.
               To be strict with oneself does not necessarily mean that one
               refuses  to  forgive  oneself,  only  that  they  want  to  instil  in
               themselves the lesson they have learnt. To live with oneself is
               perhaps  the  hardest  task  of all.  If  you  do not  try  to  know
               yourself, to realise when you have done a wrong that you feel
               needs  forgiveness  is  one  major  step,  but  to  be  strict  on
               yourself as a consequence of realising that wrong has been
               done  is  an  even  greater  step  forward.  In  essence  you  are
               admitting  to  have  had  the  knowledge  and  yet  you  went
               against yourself.
               To  go  through  life  without  the  seeking  and  using  the
               knowledge is to go to sea without a sail, you get nowhere.
               You  are  independent  always  unless  you  relinquish  that
               independence to us to help you to God. We do not like man to
               be dependent on us for that basic function of his existence as
               he is admitting defeat in that he cannot realise himself, thus
               loosing  much  of  the  benefit  he  sought  to  gain  from  his



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