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a daughter for Tom, and I treated him

wholeheartedly. But what was the result?

He actually kept a mistress outside

secretly. Damn Tom thought I didn't know.

I still kept my wife's duty to such a point!

Since he was unkind to me, didn't blame

me for being unrighteous! What was so

good about Tom? He couldn't even

compare to a finger of dear Gatsby!

Why should I stick to that loneliness? I was

so young and so beautiful. No one in the

world could bear to spend the rest of his

life as miserable as I am. Right! God must

have arranged for me to meet Gatsby

again! I should follow God's will and follow

my own heart!