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       sacred feast of thy Body and Blood, not in presumption,
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       but with lowly and pious confidence.
             For the love of thee I bitterly grieve for all and every
       one of my sins and my negligences, whereby I have ever
       offended  and  grieved  thy  most  tender  loving  kindness
       and  polluted  my  soul  with  such  loathsome  defilement.
       Oh, would that I could change the whole sea into blood,
       and that I could pour its mighty flood through my head
       and  my  heart,  that  thus  that  sink  of  unutterable
       abominations might be cleansed, which thou my last End
       hast chosen for thine habitation! O would that my heart
       could be torn from my body and purified in fiercest fire
       from all its dross, that thus it might offer thee an abode,
       not,  alas,  worthy  of  thee,  but  at  least  not  so  utterly
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       unworthy.
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             But why do I disquiet my soul within me, seeing that
       even  if  a  thousand  years  were  given  me  I  could  not
       prepare myself to receive thee befittingly; for of myself I
       have  nothing  whatever  which  could  in  any  way  avail
       towards so august and solemn a preparation as beseems
       thy adorable Majesty. Wherefore, O most loving Jesus, I
       cast myself in the dust before thee in the humility of my
       heart, and I beseech thy clemency to deign so to prepare
       me  that  I  may  partake  of  this  heavenly  banquet  to  thy
       glory and to the profit of all the whole world. I offer and
       abandon to thy tender pity all my substance, all that I am
       and  have,  earnestly  desiring  and  beseeching  thee  that
       thou wouldst thyself vouchsafe to prepare within me all
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