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Escape to New York
        Liverpool, when I saw clams roasting on stoves on the street corners,
        and peddlers selling them to people who stood around eating them.
        At the port we were fed a poor meal, but everybody was so hungry
        that they were fighting for a seat. From Hull we were taken by train
        to Liverpool and lodged by the Cunard Line for over a week until a
        ship sailed for the United States.
           In Liverpool we felt more comfortable, as we could meet Jewish
        people and converse with them in our own language. A large group
        of  emigrants  congregated  there  from  all  over  Europe  to  ship  out
        from England. I most enjoyed the museum in that city, a very nice
        building  with  many  things  to  see.  To  me  it  was  a  new  world,
        something  that  I  had  never  dreamed  of  in  our  little  hamlet  of
        Pelcovizna.  It  even  amazed  me  that  fried  potatoes  were  sold
        everywhere. At home, policemen armed with a pistol and a sword in
        a scabbard stood on the corner of every block; one look at you made
        your heart beat fast. But there in England, the big burly policeman
        walks slowly by himself on the sidewalk: no pistol, no sword, and he
        says “good morning” to you.
           It is very difficult to describe the feelings of an emigrant, when he
        finds himself, for the first day of his life, in a free and liberal land like
        England.  To  compare  his  feelings  to  those  of  a  prisoner  who  is
        liberated  from  a  long  imprisonment  would  not  be  justified,  as  a
        prisoner in a free country enjoyed liberty before breaking the laws of
        the land and being separated from freedom. For him it is not a new
        feeling, only a continuation of his former life. But an emigrant who
        never  enjoyed  liberty  in  his  life,  who  knew  only  contempt  and
        oppression, who feared the Russian whip and the Polish knife—his
        first feelings are bewilderment. He doubts the reality of what he sees
        and hears on the street: people pass him by and do not stop to look
        at  what  he  wears,  or  care  that  he  speaks  in  a  foreign  tongue.  The
        police  officer  gives  him  information  without  asking  him  for  a
        passport, or demanding to know his trade or his religion
           And  that  furtive  look  one  has,  from  a  lifetime  of  avoiding  a
        policeman, a drunken soldier, or just some Polish youth who just for
        the fun of it will hit a Jew or knock him down, spit on him and call
        him  a  leper—that  does  not  leave  one  so  soon,  not  before  he  has
        settled  down  and  begun  to  read  in  the  new  language,  learned  the

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