Page 90 - Reason To Sing by Kelita Haverland
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Reason To Sing


          just the same. Look at YOUR face? It’s just like mine, only way
          bigger.”
              “Shhhhh, not so loud. We’re going to wake everyone up.”
              “I know but I can’t help it.”
              Both of us are trying so hard to be quiet. But that’s a difficult
          thing to do. Our faces are distorted beyond recognition. It’s
          pretty freaky and funny and we cannot contain ourselves. We
          hold our stomachs with one hand and try to muffle our laughter
          with the other, as we bend over in complete hysterics.
              We’re hopeless now. Tears are running down our faces as
          we howl like hyenas.
              Then, in a flash, the laughter is gone.  The happy tears
          suddenly turn to tears of distress. We are both overcome with
          pain because of poor Vian’s newly acquired, pre-pubescent face.
          It is full of acne. Devastating! So many zits, everywhere. We
          spend what feels like hours in front of this bathroom mirror as
          I console my sweet little sister.
              Finally, we make our way into the kitchen, very guarded
          because the patterns on the linoleum floor are breathing up
          and down at us. This is totally crazy! Up and down. Up and
          down.  All of the black areas look like they are going to suck
          our feet right from under us. Oh, the horror of it all! This is
          frightening!
              Eventually we find our bed and huddle together for the rest
          of the night. Early morning arrives. Vian and I are completely
          exhausted. Our minds and bodies are begging to come down
          from this horrifying ledge. This “trip” we’ve been on feels like it
          is going to last forever. We just want it to end. We just want to
          be back to our normal selves. The way we were, before we took
          the little yellow dot.
              Such a tiny little thing. But wow, so powerful. How could
          we have known what it would do to us? But Jimmy knew. He


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