Page 324 - Your Leader Within Introduction

You surrender, you let go and you gradually move towards the light. It will feel overwhelming at first. You will be fearful. At first the journey will feel murky and unclear, but the more you open up, listen to and surrender to Your Leader Within, you will begin to feel the bliss of surrender.
That’s all it takes. You need do nothing more than let go.
As you leave the womb of your past experiences and move into the light, you realize that your most important relationship is with life itself. It is beckoning you to continue your journey and to experience the wonderful bliss that comes from total surrender.
Now, here’s where Your Leader Within takes charge and begins to communicate at ever deepening levels.
This has been the most difficult part of my journey.
Why the journey has been difficult
I was a very emotional child growing up. As I go back and re-experience my early childhood, I was either laughing or crying. I was emotional. I was also very intuitive.
This is who I was in the early days. I struggled for ten years trying to keep the real me in my life, but as time wore on, the conditioning of our culture got to
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