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Newman: a perfect companion for Holy Week
A reflection by Fr Raymond J de Souza
N GOOD Friday, as Newman’s prayer, sometimes
O OCatholics piously walk called “The Mission of My Life”.
the Via Crucis, many will pray “Perplexity” appears there too:
the meditations of John Henry “God has created me to do Him
Newman. They are a rare some definite service. He has
combination of theological committed some work to me
depth, spiritual intensity and which He has not committed
literary quality – much like the to another. I have my mission.
man himself. I may never know it in this life,
but I shall be told it in the next. the perplexity is not about the
“The relief which a Mother’s
tenderness secured is not yet I am a link in a chain, a bond of truth of one or another aspect
all she did,” Newman writes of connection between persons. He of reality, but about God’s plan,
Mary’s role on the via Dolorosa. has not created me for naught. I His purposes, His providence. It
“Her prayers sent Veronica shall do good; I shall do His work was this perplexity – How can
as well as Simon – Simon to … Therefore, I will trust Him, this be God’s will? – that the
do a man’s work, Veronica to whatever I am, I can never be crowd had to work out.
do the part of a woman. The thrown away. If I am in sickness, It is this perplexity that the
devout servant of Jesus did my sickness may serve Him, in disciple faces in every age; more
what she could. As Magdalen perplexity, my perplexity may than the search for truth in
had poured the ointment at the serve Him. If I am in sorrow, my itself, we struggle to understand
Feast, so Veronica now offered sorrow may serve Him. He does God’s providential purposes
Him this napkin in His passion. nothing in vain. He knows what for ourselves. What does this
‘Ah,’ she said, ‘would I could He is about …” suffering mean for me? What
do more! Why have I not the For many years praying does this fracture mean for
strength of Simon, to take part that prayer, I thought that my marriage? What does this
in the burden of the Cross? But perplexity was related to the division mean for my parish?
men only can serve the Great search for truth, of seeking for What does this folly mean in
High Priest, now that He is reality amid the shadows and the life of nations? What does
celebrating the solemn act of imaginings of this world, and this iniquity mean in the life
sacrifice.’ O Jesus! let us one and of the human mind. It was an of the Church? What is God
all minister to Thee according intellectual project, to move saying here? Does He really
to our places and powers.” from perplexity to clarity, from know what He is about?
At the Eleventh Station, confusion to understanding, In this vale we are perplexed.
when Jesus is nailed to the from darkness to light. To contend with God’s purposes
Cross: “When he reached the But the multitude at the foot is a perplexity that serves Him,
projection where His sacred of the Cross, beholding the man, for His purposes then occupy
feet were to be, He turned were not on an intellectual our minds and hearts.
round with sweet modesty search. They were confronted It is not the perplexity of the
and gentleness towards the by the one they thought – just researcher in the library. It is
fierce rabble, stretching out His days earlier – was the Anointed the perplexity of the rabble at
arms, as if He would embrace One, the Christ. And now, Calvary. And for the rabble of
them,” Newman writes. “There they recall that the one who every age, the answer remains
He hung, a perplexity to the hangs from the tree is cursed the same:
multitude, a terror to evil (cf. Deuteronomy 21:22-23,
spirits, the wonder, the awe, Galatians 3:13). The anointed is “We adore Thee O Christ and
yet the joy, the adoration of the the cursed? It is an impossibility, we praise Thee; Because by Thy
Holy Angels.” a contradiction, a perplexity. Holy Cross Thou hast redeemed
the world.”
It was that word “perplexity” It is not a perplexity amenable
that I noticed. Pray daily to resolution by reason. For from the Catholic Herald, 18 April 2019