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               business of the girl at the lake and so forth. But don’t you see, you
               only did that because you were running scared.” Dryden stands up
               and walks around the desk. “I know, Michael. I know how it is. I
               was once the same my Self. When I was a boy, my father locked me
               in a broom closet for fourteen hours because he caught the child
               next door examining my body.” He sits on the desk and leans over
               Mike. “Which do you suppose was worse? The examina tion or the
               punishment?”
                  Mike blows out huge flumes of smoke. “What did you do?”
               Mike asks.
                  “I found my own true Self,” the priest says. “In that tiny broom
               closet, I began to find my Self. After years of guilt and torture, I
               found my Self.”
                  “You found yourself?”
                  “Yes. My Self. And the seminarians that come to me? I let each
               find his own Self. Gnothi sauton, Know thy Self. After that, the rest
               is easy.” Dryden walks across the room to a closet door. “Stand up,
               Michael.”
                  Mike rises.
                  “Jesus loves you, Michael. Body and mind. Jesus loves you.” He
               opens his closet. “Take off your cassock, Mich ael.”
                  “Why?” Mike asks.
                  “I want to hang it up. I want you to look at your Self. Here in
               this mirror on the door.”
                  Mike hesitates. He begins to unbutton his cassock.
                  “Trust me,” the priest says. “This is different than you think.”
                  Mike hands him the cassock. He sees himself standing in the
               mirror, black khaki trousers and white teeshirt.
                  “Jesus loves you, Michael.” Dryden stands next to the mirror. He
               and Mike’s reflection stand together. “Your body is good, Michael.
               Good as your soul. Jesus loves both, because both are you. Jesus loves
               you. Do you believe that, Michael?”
                  “Yes,” Mike says. “Yes, I believe it.”
                  “Do you believe your body is good, Michael?”
                  “Yes, Father.”
                  “Have you ever looked closely at your body, Michael?”



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