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                   ‘ ere   is   a   woodiness   to   the   bouquet   with   this   one’   or   ‘You’ll   note   the

                vegetal  aromas  here  –  the  bright  robust  blackberries  and  fragrant  nectarine,
                perfectly balanced with the echoes of charcoal’.
                   Each    life   she   had   experienced   had    a   different   feeling,   like   different
                movements       in   a   symphony,   and   this   one   felt   quite   bold   and   upliing.

                Eduardo  was  incredibly  sweet-natured,  and  their  marriage  seemed  to  be  a
                successful  one.  Maybe  even  one  to  rival  the  life  of  the  couple  on  the  wine
                label  of  the  bottle  of  ropey  wine  she’d  drank  with  Dylan,  while  being  licked
                by  his  astronomically  large  dog.  She  even  remembered  their  names.  Janine

                and  Terence  ornton.  She  felt  like  she  too  was  now  living  in  a  label  on  a
                bottle. She also looked like it. Perfect Californian hair and expensive-looking
                teeth,   tanned     and    healthy    despite    the   presumably      quite   substantial
                consumption of Syrah. She had the  kind of flat, hard stomach that suggested

                hours of Pilates ever y week.
                   However, it wasn’t just easy to fake  wine  knowledge in this life. It was easy
                to   fake   ever ything,   which   could   have   been   a   sign   that   the   key   to   her
                apparently  successful  union  with  Eduardo  was  that  he  wasn’t  really  paying

                attention.
                   Aer the last of the tourists le, Eduardo and Nora sat out under the  stars
                with a glass of their own wine in their hands.
                   ‘ e fires have died out in LA now,’ he told her.

                   Nora  wondered  who  lived  in  the  Los  Angeles  home  she  had  in  her  pop
                star life. ‘ at’s a relief.’
                   ‘Yeah.’
                   ‘Isn’t   it   beautiful?’   she   asked   him,   staring   up   at   that   clear   sky   full   of

                constellations.
                   ‘What?’
                   ‘ e galaxy.’
                   ‘Yes.’

                   He   was   on   his   phone   and   didn’t   say   ver y   much.   And   then   he   put   his
                phone down and still didn’t say much.
                   She  had  known  three  types  of  silence  in  relationships.  ere  was  passive-
                aggressive  silence,  obviously,  there  was  the  we-no-longer-have-anything-to-

                say  silence,  and  then  there  was  the  silence  that  Eduardo  and  she  seemed  to
                have  cultivated.  e  silence  of  not  needing  to  talk.  Of  just  being  together,  of
                together-being. e way you could be happily silent with yourself.
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