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                   ‘People  with  stamina  aren’t  made  any  differently  to  anyone  else,’  she  was

                saying.   ‘ e   only   difference    is   they   have   a   clear   goal   in   mind,   and   a
                determination  to  get  there.  Stamina  is  essential  to  stay  focused  in  a  life  filled
                with  distraction.  It  is  the  ability  to  stick  to  a  task  when  your  body  and  mind
                are   at   their   limit,   the   ability   to   keep   your   head   down,   swimming   in   your

                lane, without looking around, worr ying who might overtake you . . .’
                   Who the hell was this person?
                   She  skipped  a  little  further  into  the   video,  and  this  other  Nora  was  still
                talking with the confidence of a self-help Joan of Arc.

                   ‘If  you  aim  to  be  something  you  are  not,  you  will  always  fail.  Aim  to  be
                you.  Aim  to  look  and  act  and  think  like  you.  Aim  to  be  the  truest  version  of
                you.  Embrace  that  you-ness.  Endorse  it.  Love  it.  Work  hard  at  it.  And  don’t
                give   a   second   thought   when   people   mock    it   or   ridicule   it.   Most   gossip   is

                envy in disguise. Keep your head down. Keep your stamina. Keep swimming
                . . .’
                   ‘Keep  swimming,’  Nora  mumbled,  echoing  this  other  self  and  wondering
                if the hotel had a pool.

                   e video disappeared and a second later her phone started to buzz.
                   A name appeared. ‘Nadia’.
                   She  didn’t  know  any  Nadias  in  her  original  life.  She  had  no  idea  if  seeing
                the  name  would  have  inspired  this  version  of  her  with  happy  anticipation  or

                sinking dread.
                   ere was only one way to find out.
                   ‘Hello?’
                   ‘Sweetheart,’  came  a  voice  she  didn’t  recognise.  A  voice  that  was  close  but

                not entirely warm. She had an accent. Maybe Russian. ‘I hope you are okay.’
                   ‘Hi  Nadia.  anks.  I’m  fine.  I’m  just  here  in  the  hotel.  Getting  ready  for  a
                conference.’ She tried to sound jolly.
                   ‘Oh   yeah,   the   conference.   Fieen   thousand     pounds    for   a   talk.   Sounds

                good.’
                   It   sounded   ridiculous.    But   she   also   wondered   how    Nadia    –   whoever
                Nadia was – knew this.
                   ‘Oh yeah.’

                   ‘Joe told us.’
                   ‘Joe?’
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