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upon us. We responded to the Lord in praises of tongue. Jesus

was within the white clouds, which I was riding on as well.
By meditating the cross at the atonement cover, a girl about

12 years old stood with a stiff expres-sion in front of me (As
if this was real, the view was very vivid). As I sprinkled the

blood of Jesus, the Holy Spirit said that the girl was ‘me’.
I almost fell back in a surprise, as I sprinkled the blood on

the child. If I was not a leading the prayer, this would have
resulted a full loss from shedding in tears.

My mother got remarried at my 4th grade elementary. This
event was such a shameful and agonizing experience for a

young child like me. I kept my mouth shut at home and made
the church my hiding place. It was not because I believed

Jesus that led me to the church, rather because I wanted a
hiding place. When the summer Bible camps began, I spent

the night at the church to attend the Bible camp. Because
my step father disliked church, I attended church in a secret.

Whenever I came back from the church, the house was in an
uproar. Regardless, the church was my only way out.

As maturity came, more freedom was given to me. No one
stopped me from going to the church anymore. It was within

this phase that the love of God was experienced and the love
for the things of this world did not make sense. But God had

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