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As for me, some people accept that I am a “felon”

               for not forcing my 17-year-old to go back to her
               abusive father.

               Some cannot believe that it happened to me (and

               to so many families around the world.) “You must
               have done something bad.”

               Cognitive dissonance is often present. It’s safer to

               believe that I am a bad person, rather than that the
               judicial system is corrupt. If it’s my fault, all is well
               for them… it’s just me. If it’s a corrupt government
               that is at fault… it’s a scary thought. Nobody is safe!


               The court does not want to release the felony, and
               it would cost a lot of money to hire an attorney to
               right the wrong.


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               I  did  appeal,  even  to  the  9   Circuit  Court  of
               Appeals.  They  sent  me  a  letter  letting  me  know
               they would refuse my motion BEFORE I even sent
               it. How did they know?


               I  live  with  a  mark  on  my  criminal  record,  which
               closes some doors, yet opens others.


               I have become wiser. I don’t live with rose-colored
               glasses any longer. I grew up in Switzerland, with
               Pollyanna and Heidi as  my heroes.  I  still see the
               good, but now know there is the perverse as well.



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