Page 20 - Happy birthday, Arka.

For the source of my happiness,

Arka Rajendra Salim.

ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠDecember 4th, 2021

ᅠᅠIT'S TOMORROW! You'll turn twenty-one tomorrow! Ah, I'm too

excited, I think. I'm gonna spoil you, I swear. I'm good at that. Tell me

what you want and I will really try my best to fulfill it. Even if it

means for me to play dumb or be a clown, I don't mind. If you need

place to go from anything really, I'm here. (But please don't ask me

to leave yet, though. That, I can't. For now.)

ᅠᅠArka, is there anything specific that you want? Even if you want

a new universe where everything is nice to anyone without

anything that'll harm you in any way, I'll really try if I can. But if

you want someone better, someone that might make you more

comfortable, or someone that understand you more, I'm sorry. I

can't give you that. Would you let me be better instead?

ᅠᅠI'm sooo happy every time I saw you enjoying yourself. Like

having fun, loved by everyone, focusing when you read something

interesting, even sleeping so soundly, I need to hold myself not to

kiss you (though I think I failed this one most of the time). It's nice to

see that you have a wonderful family and friends. God, the thing I'd

do right now to keep it this way.

ᅠᅠThere's so many thing I wanted to say to you. Somehow it gets

stuck on the tip of my tongue, honestly. But! I think I said much

already. I speak a lot A LOT, don't I? Hope you don't mind with that?

I speak rubbish most of the times.

ᅠᅠOh! My mom said hi, happy birthday. She said that life is hard

sometimes and there'll be many things that you'll face, but don't

worry. There's always people around that would gladly help you go

through everything. Wise woman, she is. Love her though. (Also that

helped me since I don't know what to say, I'm not motivational

enough.)

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