Page 26 - Written Feelings

You don’t know

I should just give up already,
my attempts are getting useless.
My situation is pity
Wishing I was getting used less

Wishing I was being loved
Wishing I still owned my heart
That I still had all my blood
That we didn't drift apart

I miss you but I miss me more
I miss how I was with you
Now my eyes are getting sore
hard to say it, but its true

You don't know how bad it feels
You don't know how much I died
You don't know about my dreams
You don't know how hard I tried

To forget the day we met
To move on and live my life
I remember what you said
And how it cut me like a knife

I'll never forget your laugh
I will live with it in mind
Missing you, my better half
Is slowly killing me inside