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write this book easier and clearer. My future goals include
continuing attending Church; bible study; and work in my

calling, the clergy.

Me on the Battlefield!

I could not wait to be (18) years old, so I could get on with my

life. Oppressed, I could not study. My life started to move in
slow motion because I was trying to prepare for college and my

future. I could not study education or the Holy Bible. Therefore,
I would sit motionless and stare at the wall all the time. We did

not have a television. I started over thinking, eventually; I

could not control my thoughts. My mind came by itself. My
mind would movie reel. I believe this is when my mental illness

started. I became mentally controlled. I thought of ideas and
fantasies that could have been novels, if allowed to write and

study.
Mind Transformed

I give the glory to God. He has transformed my thinking

through the Holy Bible, but I had to thoroughly read it. I
memorize scriptures and verses that overtook the former sinful

thoughts. I think clearer. He gave us the Word and the church
to help with spiritual warfare. The Bible schools. I do not want

to go a day without His church. I am a happy slave to the Lord's

teachings, Romans 1:1.
My rapid thinking is over. I thank the Word of God and the

church, and the faithful servants. I cast down imaginations, 2
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