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I looked outside the staffroom. Kids sat on the floor, waiting for

           my mother.
                ‘Help me with enrolment. Villagers don’t like sending kids to
           school,’ my mother said.

                ‘But Ma, I want to teach as well,’ I said.

                ‘There’s lots of other work.Tarachand ji is hopeless at paperwork.’
                ‘Sounds boring.’

                ‘It’s important. I need someone to keep records and lobby with the
           authorities. I don’t have the energy.’

                I took a deep breath and nodded. Like the school, my mother was
           turning old and weak.

                ‘Ma, can’t we pay for some of these repairs?’ I said.
                My mother looked at me. I knew the answer from her expression.

                ‘I try to give what I can. We hardly have money to repair the
           haveli. You were studying in Delhi, so I had that expense. Don’t have

           much.’

                I felt guilty. I wondered if I could have served my mother better by
           accepting that HSBC job. At least I could have sent her a cheque every
           month.

                ‘We manage. Don’t worry. I’m happy you’re here,’ my mother said,

           reading my mind.
                ‘How?’ I said.

                ‘I take no salary. I pay the staff. If something breaks down I pay
           for it. Beyond that, it is difficult. The government is supposed to aid

           us. They don’t.’
                ‘What about what we earn from the fees?’

                ‘It’s nothing. The fee is five rupees a month. Even then, many
           students don’t pay on time. If we are lucky, the fee covers the

           electricity bill.’
                The noise levels in the corridor increased. A cacophony of

           conversation, laughter and screaming drowned our conversation,
           ‘Look at them. Noisy monkeys. I better go,’ my mother said. She

           walked out.
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